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I want to tell you a story 


Happened a long time ago 


About a time when I was forced to make a choice 


between path A and path B



What I did was I chose path D 


Because path C was not an option I was happy with either 



The people making me choose between path A or path B 


could sort of almost understand path C 


and could possibly come to terms with why I would choose that path 


on the basis I did not want to be pressured into making a decision 



But my choice of path D was so far beyond their comprehension 


That they could not understand it 


That was the lesson they needed to learn


By attempting to imprison me inside a cage of their assumption 


I was a slave who they could push into choosing the options they gave me 



I showed them how much of a loss it was to them both 


As a result of their disrespect for my freedom 


My right to not be forced into such a situation 



Then something eve more amazing happened 


Because I had chosen path D 


The universe went around like the World card of the Tarot


It gave me experiences of all the paths 


While the people who had tried to force me to choose between two illusions 


As I proved they were illusions by choosing neither  


They’re all still trapped onto the paths they tried to get me to take 



My problem is 


So very few people know about path D or have walked it


so it is a lonely path 


But those who like me have that experience


we can see it for what it is 



You may ask what do I mean by the universe gave me all the paths 


Well 


Through symbolism the situation can be understood very easily 


It’s the best way to transmit the awareness,


to acquire the perception 


Because it is not an ordinary level of knowledge 


found within the paths of A or B 


or even of the compromise between them of path C 


It would be kind of me to help those people out 


who are still lost on the paths A and B 


or who have somehow got themselves as far as path C 



I should do that 


It’s why I wrote about it 


Not here; this is a preamble to the story 


Of what happens when we work with Fate 


by trusting intuition above all else to guide us through 


Which is a component,


having faith in the universe to have our back 


That what might appear as a loss is actually a gain 


for reasons we might not know yet



The wheel of the world will turn, 


and reflect back to us the answers we ask of it 



The axle is confidence 



That’s why everything and everyone attacks our confidence 


and puts us into anxiety and stress 


Always the test of confidence 



I am confident from my studies and experiences 


That by believing I have already won 


and by feeling the emotions of that as a permenant state of being 


Everything will conform to give me that experience 



Where there is friction, competition, a battle of supremacy 


between my version of reality and someone else’s 


which for whatever reason cannot yet compromise 


and blend into a harmony, 



I feel that the universe is already working 


to manifest such a harmony before the events even occur 


So now all I have to decide is 


what it is I want to happen 


and to walk that path with my actions


to bring it about 



It might be saying the right words 


to the right person at the right time 



The things outside of my ability to control 


are the things I am destined by the Fates to experience, 


whatever they are 



So I don’t have to worry about that 


because it will happen anyway no matter what I do 



My experiment with choosing path D proved that to me undoubtably 


I learned the test for my spirit 


was to not be caught up into path A or B or C 


but to use it as a launchpad to evolve exponentially beyond that 



Because I saw the symbolism and made the connections 


It’s what this construct is, 


the creation, the matrix, whatever we call it 


But it’s our tool 


We are the ones programing it with our emotions and beliefs 



How we feel is what it gives us. 


How it makes sense is whatever we believe, our associations 



So feel that you have already won 


and that everyone will support you on that path 



Feel the emotion of what it would feel like to live that way 


And keep feeling that way



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